All this pain
I wonder
if I’ll ever find my way
I wonder if my life could really change at all
All this earth
Could all that is lost ever be found
Could a garden come up from this ground at all
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of us
All around
Hope is springing up from this old ground
Out of chaos life is being found in You
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of us
I wonder if my life could really change at all
All this earth
Could all that is lost ever be found
Could a garden come up from this ground at all
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of us
All around
Hope is springing up from this old ground
Out of chaos life is being found in You
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of us
You make me new, You are making me
new
You make me new, You are making me new
You make me new, You are making me new
Lyrics to "Beautiful
Things" by Gungor
This
song has been on my mind, my heart, my ipod for days and days now. I love it.
What is interesting is that, in the past, if I had listened to this
song, I might have been very sad, listening through tears, but clinging to the
words with hope, that God could make something beautiful out of me.
You see, I have been in a deep pit of depression. Even with Jesus in my heart, I found myself in a dark, lonely place. And after many failed attempts to “get out there” to try to connect with other moms of young children, I came to believe every other mom already had all the friends she needed, and my personality just wouldn’t allow me to jump into an established group of friends. So I isolated myself further.
God, in his mercy, decided to save me from my own self-pity and self-loathing, and that dark place. He gave me MOPS. I never got to experience MOPS as just an attendee. But as I looked into this ministry, I realized the opportunity it provides for moms to connect could have saved me from the pain and loneliness I had endured. I was determined to provide this opportunity for other moms, because I knew there had to be others like me in this community.
God used MOPS to change my life. Not as a mom, but as a leader. I discovered my true joy was not going to come in the form of a BFF with the same aged kids and the same hobbies and the same parenting views (which is what I desperately wanted). But my true joy came when I looked beyond myself, and served God by serving others.
So I listen to this song with a smile on my face, and tears of joy welling up. Because I am so, so thankful God made me new and made a beautiful thing out of me.
It has been my privilege and my honor to serve you in College Heights MOPS.
Amber
